This isnt the only place.

I dont know whether i should write a new years resoltuion or maybe im just talking crap as usual, or maybe just want some closure, im not going to be HERE. anymore. I got some selfish things that i want to say but i figured out i should just drop it. I want to tell some people somethings, and put it anny mous here, i realise thats just coward if you dont dare say it in their face and put their names down.

im doing things so much differetly now, but im still me. Like wha ti tld Sam, its vicky with vicky, being like vicky. I am vicky. Not anyone else, and thats going to be how to is, Im living with that next year, actually.. now.

Yeah next years going to be hell difficult to me and well, i am really going to have to walk thru this fog in front of me now, and find my way out. And this time its different, cos I have to do this alone. You arent going to be there for me anymore.

Everything as consequences.
And when it comes back at us,
Face it strongly.
And fight back.
And thats exactly what I'm going to do this year.

How a heart can beat for a dream.
Refine a race till perfection.
Refine a heart's fire. :)