Sunday, November 22, 2009,
I am a flower quickly fading.
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapour in the wind.
Still you hear me when i'm calling.
Started the day right, when on my own decisions, got response.
What she said really made a difference today;
"You've grown up"
"If not what, grow down ah?"
Though my response was abit DUH-.-,i thought about it, yeah, what she said, it really made a difference, something ticked/cracked alright. and yeah it hurts. But I got to learn. Keep learning, there isnt going to be people there teaching me now. No one is going to lookout for me. Just got to hold on as long as i can. And if i fall get back up again. Lets see how man times i can get up.
Still cant run tomorrow, can you imagine? the freaking thing still hurts lah. Im bringing my skipping rope there skip when they run i dont want to fall behind. Im tired of seeing them run and i cant.Im not pathetic, just superficially disabled.
And I'm sorry for saying that yeah, but you know the intention of that. But i still apologise lah, i shouldnt have said that. Sorry, friend.
[c81 hall 4;SW IS THERE (: HAHA!]
6:20 AM