Wednesday, November 18, 2009,

Maybe we just want a home like that somewhere out there you know, like where the grass is actually, really green, and the flowers, oh very beautiful, how about the sun finally smiling down onto you, and you feel like gosh, for once there is reason to live, oh and talk about the view, it will be breath taking totally beyond your imagination, where no more troubles no more sitting down and worrying, getting really fustrated, but it turns into really hard pain after that,no more running after, you just sit there, and chill, and theres no one to scream at you to breathe down your neck even though they say you have perfect privacy. Where you can openly let go, lie on the ground and feel the wind blow in your hair and acknowledge the existence of it without people with cigarette butts walking right into your face and choking everyone. How about that? Tell me how about that, you know, i dont think this house is nice at all. Maybe i'm just really taking it out on myself today. Or maybe, I really just, its been three days.. Please already, do you see the extent? Please.
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