Awake now, thinking about stuff. yeah lots of them, what could have been what not and basically everything, theres really alot. Some tears, others destroy, where as some just disappear and fade. But basically, you get the idea, alot of emotions running here right now,and well, theres nothing wrong with that, believe it or not.

Today was slightly eventful. Rushed out in the aftn (: then got scared in the late aftn, and then skipped for a little bit, and felt like im a loser, cos i still cant bend my leg, still cant run on monday,(CRAP). And then went the usual. then i got home for shirt. yeah.

you know when people dont know or are tired of you they just call it;life happened. And then your suppose to get it and just drop the topic totally. Im not a good advisor, but damn, thats a stupid excuse that will hit you later.Its Gods gift of the silent: lets just stop talking my mouth needs a break and so does my brain- I WANT TO SLEEP excuse. haha, sure its nice but really.

I stop what i want to stop believe in.
Doesnt help if you fight against yourself.

Circles?
Unashamed-SF
pieces- sum41.