Its been crazy. But I guess, when you get what you want, the whole world stops moving and then theres just you and yours. Everything just shows in the end. Whatever you have is whatever you have. Nothing else. I’ve been selfish, not unselfish, but plain selfish, you guys are wrong, im the bad person here. Its my fault, I am responsible. Everything is like snow falling, melting everything going downwards, disappearing and you get to sit down and ask, what went wrong , where. But they are taking away even that time to think now, aren’t they bitchy. And right now, my parents have given up on me. I feel sad. But I feel, I don’t know. Angry, sad, pathetic. But I guess, no one really cares bout how you feel, I mean, wake up, this isn’t some counseling world. It’s the world, people throw you into terrible situations to see how strong you are, they fling you there to see if you can live. And then when its all over, whats left is whats left, nothing else. It really makes you stand up for what you stand for. Asks you to choose how much you want something, makes you show it, and then asks you, are you happy with it? Well, Im sorry. And lets not say sorry anymore, cos sorry doesn’t mean anything anymore friend. Its just an acknowledgment of your mistakes. Nothing else. It doesn’t change no nothing.

They ask you,
How much would you run for?
I’m asking you now,
How much would you run back for?

I don’t think you’ll get it, but if you do, (yay you). Stand for what you are, that’s what someone told me. Its funny, how some teachers are just pathetic, while others make sense. Just that not everyone knows it. Well, this one made a difference on me. Made me sit up and listen. And I’ve haven’t sat down ever since.

Its like asking me to run again,
So I will, but this time, I’m not going to stop,
I’ll just pull you along if I have to.
And we’ll keep running,
Till there’s nothing at all~

在水里在火里
我的爱不偏不倚
就算时光倒回去
我也追到石器世纪
在风里在雨里
你的雨伞吹翻过去
我绝对毫不犹豫
为你披上我的外衣

是你让我看透生命这东西
四个字--坚持到底
如果没有你
我的生活回到一片狼藉
是你让我翻破爱情的秘笈
四个字--坚持到底
不管有多苦
我会全心全力爱你到底
我会全心全力坚持到底

当你看进我的眼里
我的心颤抖不已
请让温柔地说一句
感觉累了时候让我抱紧