I have a thousand words to say,
A thousand thoghts to express,
A thousand million gazillion things to scream.

I really dont want the team to break down.There are somethings in life that are inevitable and unmissable.Maybe this stages one of those times, or maybe we just went on the wrong path. But whatever it is,on the way or veering off the path,
We can walk back and through this together.

As long as you hold my hand and dont let go,we wouldnt fall apart, and we'll be able to go throught this with so much joy."Everybody's dying,we are all breaking" But not everything is lost,as long as there is a spark small or big,weak or strong,a spark is all that there needs to be for a flame and a fire to form.And i want that fire to keeo burning, burning and burning and burning. Like the olympic torch and not let it get extinguished.

You say theres no time left, well im telling you there is,there is. Time is superficial.

Life is not measured in hours,minutes or seconds, its is measured by moments.

Its how you look at this that change everything.As long as someone trips,everyone holding hands will fall.As long as someone feels the pain of a lost ball,everyone feels the pain.We came to this together, So we must continue and fight on together. Smile together,cry together,fight together.

Im really at loss for words now, who would have thought i'll sayh all this.Its against everything i said previously.But i guess,its not me driving the thoughts in my head anymore, theres the team, the school, the people. I cannot just let something die in front of me, neither can i sit there and let it fade slowly.I want it to brun continue burning,burning,burning.I wanted to scream and shout everything i wanted to say here, but then i guess,its nicer to that things in concentrated form then diluted form.

RN is everyhting to me,and i hope it'll be rebuilt,cos a girl can dream and believe.
And so i will.

I will not let you die.
At all.
I promise.

slepy, night, tmr :)