How much can you give,
everything boils down to this.

I typed this post out four times already.
I deleted everyone of them.

You cannot just disappear out of my life like that.
You know the reasons,Some might not be right,but im sure most of them are right.Of course i've been wanting to give up,but theres a reason i've been holding on,and the reasons staring at the computer screen now:
YOU.(people who dont know what im saying should just shut the hell up and walk away,without even thinking that im talking about you,beacause im not.)
I want you. You. You dont know how you make me so jealoused when your with other people.I dont know how to react,your burning my candle away.
But i dont mind if its you that burns my candle away.

To be pushed to the limit;
Shiny, painless,
Not to destroy,
But to help,
Not to inflict hurt,
But to consume it.

Let it bleed;
on and on.
Draining anything,
and everything

Stature collapsed;
let everything fall,
Give until theres no more,
then let it crash.

Let me die in front of you,
Face first,
Heart first.