25+29 days ago? :DD

25 FEB
All i got to say is, yea God is faithful.
And i know my lifes really PFFT now. My whole hour plan could be switched in the next second kinda feeling. And all this time i have to keep waiting for THAT to happen. SHEESH, i know you HELL dont get what i mean, BUT HEY- no one does.Today was just plain gay. SHEESH i think me and gay are good friends now. Im going to try to watch a movie on my own soon. like..soon. for fun. i like to go there and enjoy the atmosphere. HAHAH.Im so lame.. I should be doing something now..but i cant really figure out what. hmm. (OHWELL!) HAHA.

And i got to say something;
sometimes you should jus SHUT UP.
(looks to the right, greenblackwhite communication box)
[im so INdirect lah.] :D

;When one door closes, another door opens. But usually we tend to try to break down the closing door- we only know how to treasure it after we lost it eh? well, Im doing that now, breaking down the old door. Im not going to let you just leave me like that- but i cant help it if you CHOOSE to right? and, well, it hurts, yea. But. God has a plan lah, gods plan. Maybe we werent even meant to be friends at all. In that case,Why the hell do i spent nights crying over you =.= I dont want to say it, dont make me. But i cant help it, can I?

BUt..i guess it doesnt matter does it..at least to you..