LIFES A JUMBLED UP MESS.

29DECEMBER
oh man, i feel super bad now, i feel like a asshole, how can i be sad! Man, i really hurt you didnt i? But hey i was just kidding, i'll apologise, go down on my knees, i beg you man, kill me.

your pain cuts me way deeper than my pain.

and even though this sounds soso childish and lame i'll stay u till its midnight because your avoiding me TODAY, and then i'll sms you str in the morning. i cant lose you, beacause you are my everything, my strengthen, my meaning (besides jesus). im NOT going to let go of you. NO. not you. i tear for you when i think of the future. so dont make me. I am not lovesick hor=.= .

I got to stop thinking negative nowadays, i finally told someone how i feel. like a ass. you put me on court to screw up the game. You ask me to be in the team beacause you want me to play dress up before the match.You let me in only because you have to.What the hell is the point? oh shut up lah. stupid. i need to get out of this stupid thinking.So..last time me- but hey, this all is gnna change when i fully heal, i'll throw myself into the sharkwater to play in the game.


i want you guys to rethink how hard a heart can beat for a dream.

i'll throw my heart in your face if you want it.oh man, can you feel the change, i can x) but.. im just in the wrong body at the wrong time. pray? yea. my leg started hurting again today- im in trouble. but aiya, ARGH, dont care lah. i know its not mental prob, cos.. well, you can tell one.whatever lah, fustrating you know!

ohkay, nevermind, i can go through this- i shouldnt be afraid, cos well, i got faith, and why should i be afraid when i've gone thru worst?
Big day tmr, shall slp in the mrt. (: 6am/

OH YAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE, ITS TMRTMR; MONDAY (everydays monday)
VICKYWOO (: