21 december.

AUSTRALIA,while i was in the car stoning and stuff :)

oh yay! thank God! Im alive! im still shaken lah, but im fine, i'll stay like 20m away from the nearest car, sometimes i still get scared of standing in front of my own car=.= im such a ass.i think so too. But im fine :D Alrighte and living.I've been wasting my life, i promised myself i wouldnt do that, and so im not going to do that. trying to. so i will try not to waste my life again. (be proud of me, oh yay!)

I've been missing someone so badly. thats a bad thing, cos i dont like missing people. Especially those type of people. taken ones. tsktsktsk. LOL. Im kidding. I'll eventually hate the person i miss. so yea. HAHAHAH. Im such a ass. x) i hate people who make me feel sad.I protect myself. HAHAHA. But yea, i'll get it out of my head. Cant afford letting myself go like that.

Well, im bloody pissed off at myself, for not being able to run, im going to cry ohkay.pissed off. freaking pissed off.Im such a crybaby, whatever lah. cut off my legs, the more i look at it, the more its wrong, shape size whatever lah. ut yea, this time its m feet, my bones jerking out. DAMN IT. thats why i run weird. foudn the problem, how to fix! cut ah! i dont know, my father was being a noob gave me a narrow shoe then pretend he dun believe that my feet pain and press, walau, i slapped his arm man, then the shop looked at me.hehe. HIS FAULT!>

I got super pissed off and got into a choking battle on the way to the gym.Kicking myself for being a noob and not going, pulling myself back for being an idiot cos i cant run what for go.then i was kinda scared crossing THAT road =.= stupid right? there was a party downstairs jus now. ohwell. i didnt run in the end, did whatever i could without moving my feet. HOW TRAINING TMR!on my knees, begging.

yea, and theres always the reflect on life part sucker. yea,..think about this today:

Everybody wants someone to love them, but have you ever thought of being the someone someone needs and wants?

think about it :) but would you actually dedicate yourself to that one person, what about your life? haha, those people who think you are, your not, its those who dont think you ah, thats the correct people. trust me :) i know.

my comp just died, sign for going off. :) LOVE YOU.

-WSXV/.