Two can play the game.

Its like how you can anticipate the future and allow yourself to go into a immune state. Like how you lie to yourself to be fooled by delusions. Just because you learned to believe again. And now, the numbness subsides. Its living a fake life. Something you make up to make yourself feel better. But well, now that you've torn the promise apart, it hurts so much and theres that empty feeling thats breaking me again. But im going to hold myself strong. Im not going to fall for this. Dont come back saying iloveyou, dont even say that to me. Dont give me your.. whatever. Im sick of this. kick that. Take care and go away, like sand slipping off my hand, im gna let you go and wash my hands dry.

I know how stanley feels. My world, no one can enter.
-WSXV/.

;and yet on top of this part of me wants to run back willingly while the other part pulls me back.i refuse to accept reality,i know i might not have marked your past,but i refuse to believe that you'll leave everything for that.just go away alright? Fly off and then never come back, i'll imagine you were never here, cos we werent even suppose to have a friendship at first. i wanted to send something so that you'll rmb the times,but i realised,im jus t being plain lame and childish.It wouldnt matter at all. But the most painful thing is that..
you dont even know.

错过的爱情.
Fate keeps messying with my destiny.