(I think this is colourful, and i know you do too)


I realise my blog doesnt have a date thingy.SHEESH.Todays 26 november love. 26 NOVEMBER. :) oh yay.

i said that i would talk about how amazing netball camp was right? Well, im going to say it now: NETBALL CAMP WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER :) i can say it again if you want: NETBALL CAMP WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER X)i can say it again you know.. if you want lah. HAHAHAHA. :) Im such a lame shit. i think i'll leave it that way lah, simplicity beats everything love.

Today im relatively happy. relatively. Training in the morning started with run. Got really pissed at myself when i had to stop in the middle of the 3 round. STUPID STOMACH.Im going to go back to the doctor, my mum is bringing me back there before i go off anyway.Im going to get a flu jab cos i didnt get one the other time. damn. angry k!Cos hahaha, sounds childish but i dont really like the idea of
"HEY,im going to the doctor to get a jab~ :)" heh, dont like the idea. im not scared of the pain. Funny. Just dont like the idea, but then i HAVE to go back cos of my stomach problem, im going to pierce a needle thru my stomach if i have to, jus get rid of the freaking pain and forever.NO MORE. :) THEN I CAN RUN HAPPILY. :) oh yay.=.= oh ya, where was i..so i stopped in the middle of the freaking third round.and i made a record for 2.4! the longest i ever did. hahah, so EMBARASSING MAN. i made a record for the longest ever. HAHA, i can cut off six minutes off that timing man. what a lame thing. SIX MINUTES LEH. SHEESH. nevermind, i'll get better, i will. :) IM SAYING I WILL, SO SHUT UP ALRD :) oh ya, talking about..traiing. i need to rmb to run forward, i think that was my main problem lah. stupid victoria=.= forward oso duno. you know right,im very scared leh. as in, i dont know whether this happens to everyone cos..its like her voice is always esp sharp and cuts DEEP into me man. but i think everyone feels that way. Aiya, shall not brood over it. No point.OH yes, and me and jinghan went to the library after training today, my mum was there so yea, anw we wen tto the library to look for jodi picoult (?) books, but couldnt find any, they were on loan- we REALISED=.= HAHAHA. but she found two nice books and i found one BIG book :Someone special and DEDICATION and some idiot's guide to shakespheare thing. i like hamlet and macbeth alot :), but they didnt have the book in the elizabethan laguage thingy lah.in the whole library leh. HAHAH, and someone got a BIG fine :) bigger then mine leh. my fine was 4.80? haha, new record! *applause* Everyone go check your cards before you get a bigger fine, funny, i got the fine for the same thing oso- history pt books i borrowed. sheesh. I bought sushi for my brothers, hes happy, (i saw him secretly smile- i know he did) :D and i saw mdm cardoza in NTUC.HAHAHAH. she said hi.and then i came home and realised that my right thigh was really pulled cause i turned while leaning on my right leg. it'll go away fast-should be-..i hope. x)

We were talking ,i did know what i wanted to say,i didnt forget,its just that i didnt want to spoil the happy atmosphere, i dont deserve to spoil it. Its too, happy. But im happy i got it out eventually :) Somehow i feel like im protected when im with you guys, really happy. Like my two jies shielding me, i feel like that when im with you two :) Very family feeling, i feel like i belong there.That very nice feeling lah, that makes me love raffles netball more and more.
Thanks han jie and jiaa.

I was once in there, so i can get back again. You make it sound like a DUH answer in a goodgood way.ME=happy. I'll come back HARDER. though i dont like the feeling, but thats life. (shut up alrd :))
Adding on prayer list for RNers:
Lets start from sec3s HAHA,SO MANY!
-Iva,sick
-Natong,Knee
-Shin Cat,sick
-Huimin,knee/ankle
-oh hope sherrys stomach pain will never come back again during the run.
hmm, thats about it. i think. Unless you want to pray that my stomach problem will never come back again after i see the doctor and he gives me some magic medicine. :) THANK YOU :)HAHAH.

;Im just really glad that God allowed people to come into my life as people left it so i wouldnt feel empty, well, at least the emptiness is wearing off. I dont think about you anymore love. You can go, fly out of the country. I dont care. My God craved heart gets fuller everyday and the emptiness feeling is wearing off. You dont deserve a place not here at least. i wrote alot of exaggerated stuff here, but i figured out that that was lame, so, i deleted it. haha.

Nicole: haha, alrighte, weekend will tell you about new moon and eclipse and BREAKING DAWN. although you can just read in on the internet.

Yirong: (i give you the biggest SMILE in the world) :D

Banananana: You ah, if your ankle/knee doesnt get better, im going to go to your sensei and kick his ass. i tell you that doctor just wants your MO-NEYYYYE. kick his buttock!

Bestie: Miss ya lots, EMAIL MUUUEEEEEHHHH. :)

Hint: i wouldnt reply to smses only if im overseas :)