How much pain would you ignore before you let go?

im not going back to step one again, i refuse to go back into that stage.im not going to allow myself to get crush under someones wavering mood.Yet i see no reason to stand up for my own sake.

Dont get me wrong,i love physical training-no pain,jus that i hate playing the game-then whats the use training for it.Even in running-i take more pleasure.so whats the point of keeping my hope up, WHAT AM I AFRAID OF?! nothing. yet, something.
shut up victoria!

its not you,neither is it me,wait..it IS you. damn you sucker.it feels like an itching pain. that i repeatedly try to numb and ignore, but i know i cant do this forever, its time to get things straight-once and for all.

=.=anw church was awesome today-i learnt--dont ever wear cross bra in front of kristy cos she cannot resist pulling the bra stripe and smacking it back on my skin.=.= HAHAHAHAHA. its true!oh and i saw daniel in a different light today- i never knew he was so-happy and lively and active and pianoish. really, got kinda shocked.
me:eh, what does daniel play ah?
sam:piano
me:oh..
me:REALLY?
hahaha, but im all for the new daniel-it jus makes him more charming than he was :) Dont get the wrong idea- i was amazed. :) i can go on talking about the amazing band- i need to go back to the lord desperately. im empty.

my mums being a bitch now, lets see her come to my blog and tag.ohkay,shall go. bitch is gettting annoying.

-WSXV/.