i hate talking to annoying guys. bastards.

TERRY YOUR SUPPOSE TO KEEP THIS A SCRET OR I'LL KILL YOU.
i hatehatehate people to know my blog. SUCKER LAH. i shall change blog soon. oh but since terry is here, thanks ah, your card/letter. dont worry i dont have boyfriend one. im waiting till jc and yes,(actually no)..whatever. anyway,no its not true that im having the time of my life in secondary school. in a matter of afact, i regret coming here. it really sucks sometimes having to live through eeach day on the changing moods of my friends. But im working on it, i'll reveal the bitches and then take the true friends and kill the bitches my way.

moment of truth makes me cry.
oh shit, oh fuck(oops) i went to someones blog when i logged in.DAMN IT.
relaxrelax, he wun find out. yea.

(note this is relavent[sp?])
i should stop debating on whether lifes actually fair or not, cos i know i deserve somethings obviously, but they just dont come to me. like an asshole, i do sit/lie on my bed thinking about my dreams aspirations, hopes, the usual. Ugh, but i can get so jealous when i see people so happy. im such a loser, i know this wouldnt happen last time. when i still had you, but fuck off man. its over, and im not regreting it. thats cos i had someone, and not that i dont have someone who can rightful, easily take over this place in my heart. its just that she cant i mean, shes too busy for me, how the hell can i expect the same amount of love from her when shes a girl, and shes not a les. DAMN. and you know i get fucking jealous when i see a couple, like when i run faster when i see them together, cos it brings back so much UNDESERVING MEMORIES. damn. and its worser now that i can even get jealous reading about edward. hes is so Freaking(with a capital F) charming. OMGH, how can you expect me to not go crushing crazy over him like everyone else?\ but i will not.(although his so freaking charming,omghomghogmhogmhogmhogmhomgohmogmomhogmhogmomhogmhogmhogmhogmhogmohmgohmgomhogmhogmhogmhogmhogmohmgomhogmhogmhogmhogmhomgohmgomhgomhogmhogmhogmohmgohmgomhogmhogmhogm)cos i kinda got used to the im-not-good-enough-so-shutup-and-stop-thinking thing. x)yea, im not like they others, cos.. i know when to give up and when to hold on. haha, i should stop my rambling now. cos if not people like YOU will start gossiping behind my back, like now, yup, write down or make a mental note to gossip to someone about how victoria is so screwed up. yay. _l_ you ppl are really bitches who dont deserve anyhting, agree? yea/
(irelevant over)

some people are damn kuku man.they like contradicting themselves and then start pointing fingers at you saying its your fault when, DUDE, WHOSE THE BLOODY CONTRADICTER HERE. =.= stop saying you'll alwas gna be there for me when your not, and your scolding me for opening up myself to you.such an ass man, you tell me to shutup and then UNshutup. loser! you should really look into the mirror and see whose the idiot here, YOU. at least im not gna regret doing what i'm doing :)

and if your free, you should really go listen to"nice piece of art" by fm static. its so awesome it makes me cry. HAHAHA, im such a lame ass x) oh,training tmr,im starting to enjoy it~ somehow. im gna go running later. cos i feel like it, didnt feel like swiming in the sea this morning,cos the last time i did, the nxt day kena whole face pimple. my face is allergic yo. haha. but i enjoyed fearing it.

your a really nice piece of art, love. x)
-WSXV.