Well, its been one week kinda.i said I would post.But im kinda thinking of ending the post here.heh.the past few days were..emotional.very.im sorry lah,if you think im some emo ass whole.im not loh,its jus that cos im so loner,and lonely at times,I got a lot of times in sch to reflect abt life and stuff.yea, but yea, ytd and today and ytd and the past week was reali..
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I cant think of anymore now.hehe.sorry lah.i have no idea why I keeo saying sorry.its in my—it’s a habit~ sucks but yea,that’s my habit.this week I have been using my brain to work.IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF x) reali wad.i found the “umph” determination thing.yea baby yeaaa,I supassed the twenty minute blockage I have.SEX AND THE CITY MAN,this is where I WILL stand up and do my embarrassing dance for you x) I got realireali irritated at someone(inserts G).(if its not you,cos theres so many (gs) at my blog,then don’t feel guilty,noty your fault.UNLESS YOU ARE THAT PERSON)I was super pissed at her for asking me to go to the ________ I mean like.hello,ppl voted for you and stuff,the wanted you to be the one,I still rmb you want to back out at the last moment.but wad the hell,since you didn’t then live with it. People say you wad role model and stuff,im like one word..LIKE REALI(FINE TWO WORDS)you are not a role model in anything besides the point that you can get the job done.but you don’t care how your “people” work,you don’t care,you jus snap at them.you don’t care how they feel,you jus rudely insist they do it in YOUR way.which is absolutely wrong.i cant imagine I was close to you last time,cant believe that I was so DESPERATE,well guess wad.i think it’s a good choice that I chose to leave you alone compared to holding on to our friendship.

Well,guess wad,no matter how much I suffer right now,im better off without you in my book of friends.your jus someone that ppl look up to when ppl don’t know who you are.your jus someone that people look out to temporary. Cos you don’t have any compassion or empathy.you have nothing. And that I one thing that I am higher that you. Cos you might have the bestest things in the world, or so it seems, but one thing you don’t have, and one thing you WILL never have is a true friend. And that’s why I pity people like you. But I guess you’ll learn eventually when your ego is finally Deflated.and you know how it feels lke to be on the sidelines. Heh, veering off~ but yea, should I injure you so you can change your character faster? X)

Well,that was the only spoiler in my week,the rest was kinda okay, my staminas like OFF.yes, damnit, gotta work on it.im aiming for surround sound system yo.(muscle//)so yea, I think I can lah, jus need to dedicate time, I’ve been like dissolving myself in guilty pleasures,(don’t think sick way) like chocolate and stuff, but yea. Haha, I’ll get it out I guess. Jus a little of running here and there? And abs exercise before I sleep, can loh. Trytry, aiya. I realyy have to do sth about netball man, not up to standarad must jiayou big time.

Man, you know lotsa things have been happening, reflections and more reflections, RZ was like,why do you reflect so much.. HAHA. Man, you know one thing im glad to know and feel is maybe the way Stanley feels? In his own world and satisfied about it. Yea, I know. Being a loner has good points too okay. And and you know what, I know this sounds stupid but I get freaking angry when ppl say that they are a loner when they are not, heh, contradictary. But yea. Its really annoying. Another thing that I realized was that..maybe I haven’t really got over somethings in the past. Like when I watch the drama serials, I get freaking pissed when the main actor was being a flirt, I got damn angry and stop and offed the tv. I don’t know why i was so pissed, but yea.i guess. Its jus that I haven’t gotten over the trust and stuff that happened last time.but you know what. I guess its time i'll step out and away.cos theres nothing holding me back.and im better off without this baggage.(i guess,contradictary but i wish something distinctingly was holding me back,but thats jus.wtv.yea.)

Ohwell, parents come back. Gtg. You know when they are around. I jus feel like the wind blows stronger, but it doesn’t move anything.

No it doesn’t at all.