I WAS YOUNG!(once,still am!~)

its been a longlong day, man. my parents jus went outtttt~
hehe, im sorry, im so evil.you know sometimes its jus so..___, duno how to say.like, you dont want to keep the person,but you want that person to be enternally lonely,why?
-Because you BELIEVE that person deserves it.
-Because that person does NOT deserve to have friends,cos that person doesnt deserve to HAVE someone else.

but you know what, i decided something today, i dont DESERVE to keep people like that anymore, i can let go of them, forget of them, ignore their lies thru sms, jus leave them and DELETE them from your life,(my life)and thats what im gonna do, im going to leave that person and regard it as - another happy dream gone wrong. because i am so SICK of keeping my hopes up, leaving stupid life of hope that gets destroyed when i hear wad my good friends tell me. and find out that EVENTUALLY your jus another one of those liars, your jus making use of me -LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.so whats the point of holding back anymore. besides-i DONT DESERVE you, not that i am not good enough, but its you that DONT match up.

heh,you know wad,i realise that that person became "you" in the middle of the paragraph above=.= hehe.i get to agitated and yea eventually said it was someone.hehs. dun worry, i bet the "you" knows who HE is anw, and you know wad.he sucks. no one reali likes him in his sch, and his too stupid to know that. my sympathy goes out to him-NOT.

so, back to hw now. you know wad..ppl ask me hows my holiday?:
what holiday?

HAHAHA.yea,tmr gna see lianne andand RNers andand..hmm,victoria? and?Jae?maybe, doubt will recognise anw.(jaes name is so cool,its like "j" haha x)but its cool okay!) shall call chrystal soon.like later.BESTIE BABY.hmm,thats after 5 jian baos,1 personal expo,1 compre,3 maths tuition papers,maths mya papers,chinese tuiton hw.hmm,yea.and running.all by today.OH AND LIT QUIZ.yup, by today, if not i cant go see the lianne and RNers and victoria and jae? tmr..so I WILL FINISH IT.yay~

runrunrunrunrunrunrun(DISCIPLINE IS THE WORD BABY!)
-vicky