you know wad, i personaly think im fugging stupid reali, theres so many retarded things going on, like me, I.. WANT GO RUNNING IN THE MORNING AND CANI RUN, no, WHY. COS, IM FUGGING SICK. I was like.. oh fuck it. And you know what, I have no idea wad happen ytd night. Im not trying to make it sound sick or wadsoever okay, its jus happen that, I was sick lastg night. And then, the last I rm was I was doing my hw on my table, I woke up at 3 am on the bed, with my things all over the floor. And crashes here and there. I was like =.= OKAY. Weird. Nvm, I got some allergy to sth, I don’t know why, but im getting a very bad allergy, AND I M FREAKING SICK OMGH=.= I cant go running, that is so punishing. Fugfugfug.  im going to cry okay. And my pt! damn the teachers who give us more than one pt to do at a time, me don’t like. Sc pt? SCREWED. History pt? huh? Got pt meh. =.= IM NOT GOIN TO SLEEP TONIGHT THILL I GET MY HISTORY PT DONE.I PROMISE.
Man, its dman hard, cos when I get fustrated I’ll like do repeated things super fast—nevermind you didn’t get that, for example if im scratching my allergy I’ll start scratching it till it bleeds. Cos im fustrated. STUPID.

Okay, omgh, I gtg. I feel reali stupid cos when I read other ppls blog I get demoralize, rite yihui? . damn, nvm, blame it on me for being a loser. Stupid Victoria who ask you so./. stupid and _____ and _____ and _________________--.fug me, damn that’s musterbating, not me, MOVING ON.

But must be positive, must be positive. Omgh, its like two voices in my head! GET OUT BITCHES. I jus want to forget everything and all, I running back to my math hw now, mth is my fav sub, weileong, how about coming back everyday?
My gosh, you’re the only one I hope to see everyday, cos I CAN burst your ego and make fun of you x) I love math, correction, the tutor,HAHAA. Sorry.

Victoria doesn’t wan to be fat and ugly and stupid. How? 
Workhard and believe.

thanks banana, :) althou its not my birthday today, i still think my wish came true.

ps: im not interested in your sexual desires, im not into sex all day long,person=.= go find a prostitute.not a girlfriend, DAMN./ I AM NOT INTERESTED.



-a whole lot of faith
;somehow my probs all link back to mentality and its strengthen. God, help me move on, and let go. Cos .. in you is full redemption, and in full redemption.. I find peace.