heh, tmr is going to be a long day, and its making me emo, cos lots of things are going to happen, photo taking.aunty lorna is going back.ihg netball, video taking for like campaigning. so many, and its not very fun either.man,i reali need someone to hug and scream to man, oh we had debate today, i love debate( honestly its becos i think nicholas from the areana is SUPER cool, so HAWTHAWTHAWT;)but i ended doing the part MY way with all the "kindas" and so on, you cant cut the me out of me can you.i think i reali have to go do my work.omgh, cience project.FREAK.
i couldnt get myself to accept them being together,
but looking at it again and again,
its just me,
i dont want people to be happy,
becos i got so hurt the last time,
i know its selfish,
but thats something i call,
love.

they are reali meant to be.
so i'll jus hide behind myself,
and support them

cant get over the fact that the ___________ betrayed me.i hate you guys so much.
but life goes on.

-a whole lot of faith
"hevenly father, i pray you show yourself to me cos i feel so lost now, like theres no one here anymore, people i used to love and all are walking away, and its not that i did something wrong, its them. im reali lost, its times like this that i reali hope for that someone you promised me.
jesus name i pray, ahmen"

i am a runner.