Saturday, May 17, 2008,
OHMAN did I tell you about mr lpl.ohman,im damn like …sad ok.I WAS LIKE CRYING LAH.I MEAN like if you ask anyone in hes form class they will go like…cry for him for wad ..NOT WORTH IT.ahhaha.AYEAYE,dun misunderstand I dun hav crush on him ok.its jus that I feel as though im letting him down,he always writes like..dun give up on my paper.and then he’ll go like.jiayou and all.yea.hes realireali nice.and althou he likes writes that down on every paper who has bad marks.i think that he means it seriously.and that like..yea.hes reali taking this extra mile that realirali touches me ok..that time I went remedial with him he like ask about my other results and all.and yea.he reali cares. During class..sometimes he come over and asks like..you get it?like personally lah.its like..WOW .kinda thing.and that’s why I always stand up for him when ppl say his not good.MR LIM PIA LEONG IS GOOD OK.yea.and I feel that im letting him down.jus by wad happen on …the time at the clc lah.when he was returning the papers.then I was like super upset but I didn’t cry I dun cry,it was only when he told us to like ask or parents to sign the reflections also.and I wrote something on it that involved my parents so I didn’t wan them to sign.so yea.after class I went see him.he was taking to a few ppl lah.then like he saw me then ask wads wrong kinda thing.so I was like.
“mr lim,can i have another reflection paper please”
“why?”
“cos like..”
(I was starting to tear ok,jus couldn thold back lah.all the dissappointment in myself,anticipating the scolding,the embarassement of crying in front of everyone.and yea all lah)I stoned for a few seconds.then he was giving me that “its ok” look.and particularly everyong was looking at me.
“cos I wrote something about them and yea,then you ask us to sign now”
(jerking back head to not le my tears fall out)
(gives me the..ah..this student.i think he understood how I feel lah,it was a its ok,I’ll help you look)
(then he hands me the another paper)
(then takes it back)
“you give me your reflection lah, nevermind you jus ask your parents sign your maths paper”
(happiness+tankfulness and all.look )
“orh..”
then he was like giving me the encouraging look lah.
“aiya,tell the whole class dun nid sign lah”walau I tell you,I was DAMN TOUCHED OK.but yet I was upset with myself lah.as in disappointed that my relatipnship with my parents was like that.and mr lim was damn nice.so I purposely walked slowly until everone was out of side and then I walked down the corridor crying .cos I was touched lah.then when the longer way bacl to my classroom.yea,that was the first time I crie din school.and no one saw me.yea.
what he said to me when he handed me the paper also reali touched me and relai made me wan cry.while for other ppl he was like..get your conscepts rite and blablabla..when he saw me he was like..
“we’ll work this out ok?”(with the encouraging look;that str in my eyes look.)
he knew I was on the verge of giving up and all.he reali empathises and yea.he knows how I feel.i jus replyed.”yeaa.and gives the you know..brave smile thing”
yea,hes realireali nice ok.if I have to thank one teacher that reali made me stand up(besides ms er) and pull me up,motivate me to continue to jiayou.
I’ll thank mr lim.
THANK YOU MR LIM.
Your amazing x)Ok I think I reali should go now.hahah.super long posts.haha.thats co sim lonely and I dun wan do work .but got new pt now lah.rarr.haha.and chem. Hw!x).MR LAU IS OUR NEW TEACHER!GOODBYE POODLE,x)hahaha.ok.mum coming home
Buhbye!!
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