Can you guys try to understand thati m freaking fraking sad about my leg, I know its does hurt like OHSOSMUCH.but it hurts here ok. here(points to heart). So much.soso much.and nobody understands it ok.you know how much it hurts that I’ve not even once ran a proper napha test wif my whole class.i cannot cannot why? I duno maybe SOMEONE has something with me.everytime I wan run 2.4. after I train and train and train then im like alrd wanting to break my record. AND FUCK!something happens.no one understands how much hurt is inflicted on me each time this thing happens ok.sure,, I can jus tell you..”ah.another injury,yea.”its not the end of it.but I guess everyone walks off aft I say that yea?haii.
2.4 is next week.and im not going to do well,I cant do my single digit.i haven’t ran in 2 wks?and its NOT becos I dun wan run ok.its not my fault.i did my part.i reali did.and althou I HAVE done my single digit once alrd.i wan t do it for napha.and if I dun do it once I tell you im going to retake it and do the whole test all over again.i don’t care.i never did.its kinda funny eh?.ahwell,

I’ve encountered many shitty people recently,talk abt if you DID know about the classroom cleanup and REFUSE to turn up for it.you’re an idiot.im ASHAMED that I even know someone like that.your an idiot;and I hate you/so so much.

Then again back to the first topic, I can don’t run if I wan too.my legs all bandaged up.now lah.but im goning to take it off tonight.why? cos I wan to go for training tmr. And I WANT to play bball during pe.wait isit..odd week or even week tmr?ayy.heck care about the pain lah.its all up there!the person said I can run.except the pain is up to you loh……………………..aww.damn it.next week no pe!SHIT YOU TIMETABLE PERSON.haha.that probably the first ;aughter today.

Ahh,have I told you wad happen in the morning today>…my mother broke my heart.althou she nags and nags hey,I still love her ok.but yea.wad she did n=to me today jus turn me off.she was like scolding me cos I said “orh” instead of “yes” to her question in the morning while going to church in the car.and then like.i ren and say sorry then he was like you dun even mean it wads the point of saying it.im like.wad did I do.and no I was not giving her the loud voice WALAU EH, I was giving her the realireali im sorry from the bottom of my heart thing.then at church, before that lah.i gave her my present(its was a mr bean teddy bear,I told her I knw somemes you jus wanted to put me in the drawer and close the drawer with my head sticking out;chop off my head at times)and you know wad she did?she jus daoed me.and I was like..im sorry.you know my heart totally broke lah.i swear I close feel the shattering pieces pierce again and again.im like…im sorry.but she jus walked off.so I left the present right there.in the car.
That’s how my mothers day is.

Oh,yea went out wif bestie and prps on..Friday?the memories were hard to stomach.i mean seriously.i dun wan to say wad I wan to say initially.but yea.cos I dun wan certain people to know how I feel about that day yea.but yea.neoprints wif bestie was fun!i went back to prps too!saw mr lyndon and manymany more.MS MAK IS MARRIED.yea for those who didn’t know.and she is veryvery pretty in her photos.hah.and we went back to 6a classroom.OH AND I SAW GERALD.yea.hes p6 now.my “brother”…when I sat down in my seat the same feeling jus zoomed past its reali amazing yea.like I could imagine the past all over again.i duno whether chrystal could feel the same way?but yea.i was tearing inside.its reali..beautiful. thinking about the past.and someone made me feel the same feeling I had when I was in the sch..that feeling of no wanting me to let go.ahh,but now I got to take it as the past.ahh.overall,outing was fabulous.

But overall,its was a bad day/sorry lah.

Ahhwell,you knw how singapre girls are damn skinny now haha.jinghan says they are this thin(points pinkie finger)I SO agree.HEHE.the funny thin g is that althou I lost weight cos I didn’t go running.i didn’t like appear to HAHA/so I kinda know where the weight comes from I guess.now..im afraid of losing weight cos that means it’ll come from my muscles.and that is not good news..isit?then its not fair for me ok!cos then I can never grow thinner! NOT FAIR LOH.  ahwell, too bad for me.sucks.): so that means stop looking at my legs and saying that im fat =.= cos that’s where my muscles arh. And you know wad that means? I can kick the _______ out of you.HAHA. x)

Ahh,starting form zero again.i’ve got to let go of all this sleepless nights and move on eh?but I cant go for gdop(global day of prayer)cos.im kinda busy but ill leave time to pray for them.yupps..ok I shall start on my geog pt now.havent started yet when everyone else is finishing.so yea.its dues like super soon.

I shall show you some pics.actually 2 haha.of bestie taken from besties blog ok x)

me in my rightful SEAT. x)6A'06


LOVE YOU BESTIE!

And so that question is..to go or not to go for napha next week?i guess so.


周杰伦-不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远,
又何必去改变已错过的时间.
你用你的指尖,阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前.
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远,
或许命运的签只让我们遇见.
只让我们相恋,这一季的秋天.
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片,
要我怎么捡.

AHWELLS,Doesn’t mean you had fun, I would have fun too;