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Wednesday, May 07, 2008,

HEYO!
Its been an extremely emotional ride I must admit.i know this is one out of the freaking 100 of exams I have to go thru.but this one Is different a lot of things are happening.what no ones know is how extreme can get the night before the exams.i cant get so stressed out that I have to stop for a moment. Calm myself. Cry it all out. Then aft that tell myself I can do this and then tell myself its ok. Then if I still can ttake it I’ll cry and cry and cry.but wad really amazes me is how much god has been wif me.yea.
esp during geog, you duno how freaking much I love geog to the core.but sad to say I SCREWED HIM.im freaking sad.bu ti accepted it.oh and I screwed history totally cos, I didn’t study when missed lessons for netball and I didn’t bother to study the night before.no correction its I couldn’t bring myself to, I was crying non stop.sorry but yea.and there was Chinese paper like on that day itself lah.did I tell you how much I love Chinese.if you didn’t know.i’ll tel you rite now.i love Chinese.althou dun get I at times.but I think it’s a beautiful language/.too bad if you didn’t know I liked Chinese .too bad. Now you know anw.so yea I screw history.haha.
how about maths?haha.i screwed it .i left enough questions to fail.haha.ok that’s a bit exaggerating.but I guess aft seeing all those ppl crying aft the exam..i old myself.un b like them..even if I get a ZERO..i will not cry..cos its my fault jus learn from it.theres no reason to cry.althou I was tearing during the paper.but I didn’t let my tears fall,so that’s the difference.im not someone who crys over everything.im stronger than you think I am. i used to love math.no I love the maths teacher.AHHAHA.IM KIDDING.by the way my maths teacher is our dear LPL.haha.andand did I tell you.like some of the sec3 now sec4 students crush him.IM LIKE WAD THE HELL.hahaha.yixin was wad the helling too.hahaha x) super funnaye.andandand.that time I went wif han jie to the class trays and then for some reason we were waiting for someone or sth lah.then I stared at the teachers photos loh.then han was like..ehh.look at mr LPL.so I was like…ok…then hahah;

MY REACTION WAS:
glance,not interested….
turn away…
stone for a few seconds…
look back…
EH,…
Stare closer..
HE LOOK SO YOUNG.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Sorry lah.ahhaa.but yea.i was like no lah. Not mr lpl.cannotcannot.he looked like a…student kinda., like the kinda nice looking hot guy that girls will turn to look at ..but how come he now like that.
AHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHSHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.


Ok shall go skipping since not able to run cos of the outing wif yixian today;something I ate..damn painful loh..i couldn’t stand up str at home.DAMN PAINFUL LAH.thats why I went back home fast loh.haha.cos it was damn painful.ok shall post later.haha.now im going to do sth..hahaha

BUHBYEE.for now.

3:05 AM