Dun tell me your sorry cos your not.

Dun gif me that look, look down on the floor and tell me sth you know I dun wan to hear.you know I would be hurt if im left out of sth rite.and, its jus that im smart enough to sense that you know youre doing sth that’s hurting me.im so sick of ppl dumping me aft using me for some time. Im not _____ machine.you can take me put batteries and then ask em do this.and when you dun like me take out my batteries and place me on the shelves. Who the hell do you think you are.do you know how much you hurt me.you knw I didn’t need another round or tears aft my papers.i don’t need it ok. So fuck off.i hate you. I realireali do.you going around using ppl then leaving them aft you finished using them.like I said who the hell do you think you are bitch? Your not worthly of anything.and stop making use of the fact that everytime you come crying to me for help I have to extent my niceness and gif you a hug and say everythings alrite and im going to help you.and then you’ll stick around me and let me feel that your grateful. So if that’s my payment.then .. your reali pathetic.cos..you’ll never have frens that will last. Im jus reminding you..
And dun come asking me if its you im talking abt in my blog.cos I wun ans,I still love you(you know im wad sense)and i wan to put te past behind

And I dun need another thing to bring me down.cos I sprined/twisted/cracked wadever the bone behind the ankle bone I duno wad bone it is.but yea.i cant point my toes.and this freaking accidents always happen before 2.4 im like wtf? Last year I couldn’t do cos of first one was sprained ankle during netball.second was..sick.flu phlem.and on the third one I had super bad cramp leg cramp,but I still did it.aft the run I couldn’t sit.my legs to cramp.its freaking painful ok;
And this year,I feel sick on the first date.,and I swear all this happens not becos im nervous or wadsoever ok.I DUNO WHY.I HATE IT.like.(_________________________)and now the bone.i cant even pint my toes and everytime I go down the stairs like im pregnant like that.=.=/I duno lah.everything is going wrong again.it hurts.very much I cant go running. And talk abt jumping is so painful when you land.):

No im not going to cry im going to stay strong.stay strong.
For jiaa.
For brother.
For chrystal
For myself.

But sometimes life jus throws all the bad things at you.and you fall back.
….on the hard ground.
The hard painful ground.