Ahh.haha.im back,you know sometimes ppl see onl the negative side of people which I don’t understand why.omgh.my father made me cry lah.aft I told him my results.and my mother the ass had.JUS HAD TO ADD ON.i mean I deserve to get scolded and cry and all.but dun nid until soo bad rite.i was like I got improve wad.then blsblsblsblblablalbalblab.”my friends daughter in rg oso say that she get an average of 3.6 and her lowest is 3.6 if you hit anything lower that 3.2 means the lowest alrd.” I was like fuck hat girl lah.mayb shes some brain genius or sth.IS THERE A FUCKING REASON TO COMPARE?!?!?!you mean that comparing me with Nicole not enough arh.i mean like have they ever thought about how Nicole and me feel?not that im sayning that im stressed cos I HAVE to beat Nicole in everything lah=.= I m NOT ok.let Nicole win.SHEWS SUPPOSE TO WIN haha.but it freaking feels like shit lah.the go on and on.comparing Nicole with me saying see she so hardworking.see she can run so well,see, you train so hard oso no use.still lose to her anyway.IM LIKE CAN YOU FUCKING SHUT UP.i tried wad sstanley said alr.AND PLEASE LAH,I GLUED THEIR MOUTH SHUT OR ONE BLOODY SECOND.cos they were thinking of how to scold me for talking back.BUT WAD THE EFF?my mother is te one that sucks the most ok.SHE SCOLDSCOLDSCOLD.NAGNAGNAG.and then when my father come back she want acy in front of him or wad?SCOLD EVEN MORE.im like wad the eff is your problem woman?SHE MUST talk about results during dinner purposely ask my bro say all his results in front of me.and you know hes freaking smart rite>science all 80 and above.AND ITS NOT UPON 100.ITS UPON LIKE 90.=.=THANKS LAH.then I was like.nothgin compared to your precous smart son lah..AS OF ALWAYS.my father at least nicer he understands me and how im alrd sadden by all the scoldings shes given me.mayb ABSENCE REALI MAKES THE HEART GROW FOUNDER.yea.hes like ok..so you know wad to do …HE DIDN’T SCOLD OK.im like I LOVE YOU DADDY.x) and he gave me my hp they bought in January=.= ok.they didn’t want to gif it to me until 4 months later=.= fine.

Its funny you know.now that I have my new hp which has a nice camera and music.i kinda dun wan use it.when I recived it I was like.jus throw the box on the bed kinda thing.i guess…you know when your thrown like “THE HARDSHIPS”then you cry at first but then later you just get use to it and live with it.yea.ahwells.but aft I read the manual and all,can say I was KINDA excted?but I stil haven’t charge it and all yet.so yea.im saying goodbye to my old hp which can only call and msg.haha.i decorated it a lot x)hehe.you wan see?ahha.wait I see whether can get the pic x)

I onli got one sentence to say wad im feeling now: the person you want doesn’t want you,but the one you dun wan does.
HAHAHA.no offenc and no references.ahwells.

But reali you know I’ve been looking and looking.haha.there ARE higher mountains out there.there are ppl jus like me and have the exact same mentality I like that.i wan someone like that.i reali do x).if I find someone who has the same mentality as me and have the same values and is a sports person.i’ll get married to him immediately.haha.im kidding.x)its reali cool when you find your so called soulmate.hhahaha.

Omgh you know ruiyi is SOSOSO random.suddenyl he start accusing me of having a friednster acct I was like…ido?AHAHAHHA.im like I do?ahhaa.brother dam random can.and then he starts talking aboutthis and that.ahhaha/.and today we were talking about someone and then he was like how you know she pretty, YOU HAVEN EVEN MET HER=.=hahahaha,its true but I know ok, I know.HAHAHAAHAH.BROTHERBROTEHRBROTHER.tsktsktsk. X)

I thkn the next thingim goignt To say deserves a post on its own.






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