im sorry if the following post doesnt make sense.whenyou wan to say so many things at once.it comes out like that :)

I really don’t have a family. You made it so obvios that even the dumbest people in the world could tell.you promised me that you will come to fetch me o school early in the morning—I thought you did it cos you loved me and didn’t want mr to take the bus to school early in the morning and thn take the 545 mrt train—bu ti was wrong.you did it cos you were on the way to a game. Only becos of that. Yea. Everythings different now.i know..i;ve been complaining that I dun hav a family and then people will go like..they are your parents lah..they gif you money and all.after they xinxikhukhu work so hard.yesyes.i am grateful that I hav the money lah.and I do0 love my parents and all.SURPRISURPRISE.bu tthen I look at it again.and.my first reaction was correct.number 1 you dun love me .cos..i duno you love my bros more.i don’t know..I DON’T KNOWLAH.DUN ASK So much.but I dun think its gender discrimination or sth.you jus dun like me and I don’t see how I can make it any clearer.i thought it was always mood swings or sth/everytime you buy sth for my bros or me I jus take it that you like found sth for them ll the time and not me.but everytime you inist to fetch my bro to instead of me,when he has a bloody straight bus o school im like wth?!?!?!i knw my sch far away lah..but still….A FEW BUSSTOPS.HE NO LEGS ARH.you jus do ok.but after wad you did yesterday I am sure.you dun like me and you cant stand me and most of all you don’t rmb me.i waited so long for you aft training.i reminded you.and you jus forgot.i jus waited and waited and then when I finally gave up waiting and was going to go home by bus.i jus rmb wad everyone sad…they are your parents at least respect them abit lah.mayb they forget or sth.so I called you.and found out.you forgot.i waited for an hour and a half plus and this is wad I get.i don’t need anyother prove or wadsoever.im sure of it.i know it very clearly this was like suppose to b an apology ride or sth.and even that you can forget.it proves how much I mean to you.thankyou.and im no longer going to waited anymore,let anyone change my views abt my family.i don’t need any other slash marks no I don’t need another collection.no no.
So this is the life that god gave us.this blessing..that we must treasure.sure.

I don’t think that god wans me to move on.i tried ok.i don’t want to try anymore.i don’t need anyone to gif me a lecture about my family or wadsoever.

talk about sch.i miss SHIN JAEYONG(sp?).alot i wana dance wif you. ):
ohohoh.and did i tell you.that guy damn hot,i cant take my eyes off lah.haha.i wan him teachteachteach!.DANCING ROCKS TO THE FREAKING CORE X)

oh and im going to hit that girl down in bball.


and now that girls using me,BITCH.


so it ends like that>i got my life .you got yours.i live mine.you live yours

lets emo together!me and my dance buddy x)