Let Imaginations Take Flight.

Friday, April 25, 2008,

Are you ok?\
She sighed,”everytime when someone asks me how I am , I say im fine, but to be honest im not fine at all.you know when whether you are reali ok.do they reali want to know how you feel?or are they jus being polite?she smiles,she meant every word,

The next time someone asks me..im going to say. .im not fine at all,actually,thank you.im feeling depressed and lonely.pissed off at the world. envious of your prefect boyfriend and friends. And I’ll tell that person about how im sucking in school and at my cca. But I found new hope and how im trying to pick myself up but now im at a lost on wad to do..Then I’ll tell her how it pisses me off when people say time is a healer , when at the same time they say that absence makes the heart grow founder, which reali confuses m becos that means that the longer his gone, the more I want him back. I’ll tell her nothing is healing at all and every morning I wake up and see the schedule on the table and it seems like salt beng rubbed under those unhealing wounds. And then I’ll tell her how much I missed those old times and how worthless my life seems now. And how sadddengin it is to go on with this pain and how im jus waiting for my world to end so that I can release my pain.

And I bet you she’ll jus be like,oh..okay.thats nice.and continue talking to her friends.

That exactly how I feel now.
Superficial friendships.hate them.
Fake love.breaks hearts.

I need_______now.

8:17 AM

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WSXV/ ViCkY..
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Not a cross breed between emo love & nerd.
Neither am i the usual problematic girl

Dont know me, dont judge me
Even if you do, you dont have a right to.