ive decided to give up waiting.cs waiting is no use.and althou he gives me hopes.i think its time i learn to let go.i think thats the best thing to do.cos he doesnt know that its the things he says that hurt me.and hes not changing cos..i duno why lah.i had fun with chrystal today!i'll stare at that picture everyday/i reali miss prps.but i dun wan to go back there.unless that person disappears.that person..dun worry if i dun tell you its you its not you :) that person will know who he is x)

and my mum scold me for no reason.SHE TROWS HER ANGER AT ME;cos she cant find anyone else to throw it at.esp when my pas not at homw.

haii,i shall make a list that will help me more on better it think:
i shall not touch penknife or go within 30cm of it.
i shall think positive
i shall not look forward at meeting that person at the gym anymore,i shall only go there cos i wan to work out.
i shall smile altou my heart breaks
i shall not wait for him anymore(try)(thou i want to)

the others are too personally.

I LOVE YOU CHRYSTAL;im sorry i took soo long at the..er..decorating x)
YOUR MY BESTIE;forver adn ever and ever.

thanks jonathon your reali a guy i admire,haha,i made a right choice in being kapo in my bros frens and hence finding you x)

oh and did i mention,dominics a christian,his BEAUTIFUL man.and dom come my blog,,tag leh..

okok.someones calling me and my mums nagging better get off before she kills me.AGAIN.
byee