..this sucks loh.haii,i got alot of things to say lah.its like i wan to let go and,jus let myself emo until i get enough.then i stop.then i'll be happy can.DAISY TAN carnival."..YOU'LL ALWAYS BE ON THE BENCH IN THE RESERVE."thanks.thanks for the str forwardness.thanks.in front of everybbody,,not really concern about my face thou.doesnt matter.you finally said it.thank you.i've ndecided to become a tracker after i quit,jus like nicole wanting to be a swimmer.tracker.yea.sounds nicer.if theres rugby i;ll join it.jus for fun.sounds quite fun smashing into ppl.my father kinda dislocated his finger cos of that.KINDA.yea.anything.anything besides netball.everything is good without N E T B A L L.hows that? x)GREAT/and the BEST part is when ppl say.N E T B A L L T E A M.it hurts,i hate this.you're right i made a wrong choice.A WRONG CHOICE.gong gong,why?why did you wan me to come here.the best part of the carnival was when i got a cut on the wrist by one of the opponents,

pain was never so sweet

it didnt bleed much lah,it should have cut HIGHER.more interesting,to see all those fake caring faces.heh.so fun.and when it dried up,i when to cut it again,i understand why ppl slash wrists its never been SO..great.ITS TRUE.the feeling is like.that kind of breath out feeling.so wonderful.so good.

and the best thing is, no one noticed.or no one bothered to notice.

you come back from no where.you try to continue the story thou its ended,
sorry but this is not a movie.theres no part2 or another chapter.
its done.
done.

I SAID ITS DONE.

"its a long road,you say we'll make it there,WADEVA.