church camp.
rocks.i've been crying like shitz.touched and all.but what i reali wana say is..i fell in deep crush with one guy/i admit lah.hes ordinary.nothing special.not exactly super shuai like wad nicole thinks.but yea.i reali reali like him.alot.i did a shameless thing..of telling him.i admit.but he didnt response after that.so im very sad at the moment.cos, you know why lah.being rejected and all.haii.but this is part and parcel lah.i know i will let go,after all i go camp cos i wan see god.not guy.so.dude..i promise you.i'll let go.dun dao me.im an asshole.
im ont special.i dun hav LEGS.i dun hav a pretty face.i dun hav anything special.but i know i love you.is there a problem wif that.
OH.and my legs are like...wth.haa.fille wif mosquitoe bites/haha.AND I THINK I WAS ALLERGIC TO THE BLANKET.so yea.haha.and im going to miss netball training like mad can.im slowlyslowy..losing my everything,,yea.i would rather lose my love you know.i ean.then i wun feel the pain.djection .it hurts..forget it.

anyway/god rocks.
im praying for him to take away my pain.

now,,i feel idiot.for trying to get closer to him.being the guy in my group.in church camp.being jealous for nothing.its kinda stupid.i dun own him.

GIVE UP VICTORIA.GIVE UP.YOU SUCK BITCH.haii/

thanks for being in my group,STANLEY.you rock brother.ILOVEYOU.