heh.not been posting for long.
i feel lonely really.im very.
and i suck.
i do.
cant even run.
i duno wats wrong with me.
i try and put in effort.
then i let go.

THE DIFFERENCE.
friends forever;
you sweared by me;

the promises you laid;
the secrets we shared;

the other friends we spared;
the spaces we reserved..

the trust i lost;
the faith i once believe;

the bleeding heart you once held;
the warmth you left instead;


the extricating pain;
the bloody scar;

the wounds i begged to heal;
the pain i tried to cover..


the difference i ponder over;
the emptyness i feel;

the faith now lost;
the warmth now cold;

the promises now broken;
the secrets now told..


our friendship now broken;
the line now drawn;

i seek for reasoning;
anything for an explaination;

you betrayed me;
thats the difference..


im still editing it.
ok 2mins.
outing with nicole?
SHE TOOK A BLOODY PICTURE OF MY BUTT.
LIKE WTH.
my first response
=.="
this weekend your dead.

:)


and WHERE ARE YOU NOW.