Wednesday, October 17, 2007,
YO.
hey i think theres sth wrong wif me com.
basically cos all the font size is de same.
haha.so bear with it while i..do sth to it...somehow.JINGHAN!!HOW TO DO??HAHA
i'll ask her in sch again.as of always...
HEY.
you know...IT WAS ME BIRTHDAY...2DAYS AGO:)still cant believe im...13th?like the unlucky number lah.so..haha nvm..
the point is..
its time to move on...
& like wad dominic said..
to grow up.
haha.he thinks im IMMATURE{i am ok:)jus that i dont act mature.[[im too mature to act mature]]LOL.}oh and...dominic's the first person to sms me:)THANKYOU DUDE:)he smsed me at 12...AM.omg.i was waiting for that time.when me birthday finally would come...haha
THANKYOU AGAIN DOMINIC[[OH.&dom.shannons a SICKO.help him.look at his blog man.]]
OH...WAITWAITWAIT...
BACK TO THE POINT.
yes...ITS TIME TO MOVE ON.
IM MOVING ON.
LETTING GO OF THE PAST MISTAKES...
&IM LOOKING FORWARD.
at least im trying to...
im tRYING DAMNIT.
haii.
oh.
yea.i still got alot of ppl to thank.
for your birthday wishes.
although this sms your verble conversation you had with me might jus seem part of your everyday life..i jus wanted to say.
THANKYOU&iloveyou
IN NO ORDER HOR: CHRYSTAL;JIAA;IVA;YIHUI;JINGHAN;NICOLE;
PJ;NIGEL;GUANYI;DOMINIC;
CARIS;SARA...
wait i know theres still somemore...
THANKYOU TO THOSE PPL TOO!!!
&you know this is difficult for me;
you know that i need you here right now;
you know im feeling for your presence right now;
but why isit that i cant find sense your presence;
like i said...
the love we once shared;
the wounds you left on me;
the never ending tears that flowed down;
the pain that i tried to overcome;
im letting go...
cos i know...
there is no we in the world...
at least in my world..
there is only you...
im trying to let go...
im trying thou i know..
its not possible...
yes i admit...
i cant let go..
but...
im trying to...
jus give me time..&youknowineedyou♥
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