sths in life juz dun go the way they should....ppl...im extremely sad now...yes....its over.....I SUFFERED FOR HIM.....AND WAD HE SAY!......IM JUZ A REPLACEMENT......A BLOOOODY SHIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY REPLACEMENT FOR HIS EX........huirou.....i noe u noe who it is.....but dun say.....not here........life sux.i cant bear to type my heart out as i plannned.why?
one:life sux at the moment.
two:im crying...its difficult to type...
three:i lost HIM...

WHY! YOU TELLLLL ME WHY.....I DID IT ALLL FOR YOU...BUT U GAVE ME SHIT IN RETURN.......ppl.....do me a favour.....everytime.....you seee him.....shout:::A SHIT BETRAYER,BACKSTABBER AND LIAR.....STANDS NEAR ME......HIS NAME IS______,AND HE SUX............

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
SHITSHITHSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT...HIM.
DUN BOTHER COUNTING THE NOS. OF THE SHIT....IT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING ANYMORE.....

kiss gooodbye....

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
----
但欠你的我不能给 我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

i suffered for this guy....
worthless me....
shit me...
nothing matters now...
i walk alone.
destiny has told its story...
faith has left me.
i was made to die.
my story ends as i leave this world.
in silence.

suffering in side.
crying so hurtly...
with that i end my story.
u broke my heart.
i was born.
filled with love and joy.
only to find out.
that love does not last forever.
slowly....
it disappeared...
i got lost.
and found.
i found the other me.
ms. heartbroken.
im staying true to you.
u will always be mine.
not anyone else.
coz...
u r me...
only i noe how to treasure you.

congrates ms heartbroken n fren.
u lost a fren so special to you.
he left you.
cause.
there is someone more special then you.
crap.
its lies as of always.
Lies.
.................

goooodbye......

_______________________________________________

HAIYO.even if i am sad......i hav! to telll u abt my sch!......so i new i might get sad or sth......so i wrote in advance loh.....LAME RIGHT?..
anw...
i got into________.....
ya you noe lah....
ok...
i like n dun like my new sch.
its nice.
yes.
nice.
ppl=friendly.....
no not reallly lah.
haiya.
i dun noe
but alll i noe is tt i dun like netballl anymore...
actuallly no lah...
i like.
but very little lah.
why?
cause.
the coach dun let me play lah.....
let me ask u a sensible question.
i got accepted as a defender.
the defender which guards the pole lah..
must be talll one lah..
i was calllled ok la
quite tall last year during trials.
then i got accepted.
the next year.
suddenly everybody shoot up loh.
then me?...stay same.
i"m e shorest there.
so now i play the
suppositly.
run everywhere short defender lah.
but tts quite ok lah.
now right.
i kenA CHANGE to short attacker.
WAD THE HELLL.
its kinda obvious.
i wun excelll.
that much compared to being a defender lah.
obvioous!.
only my coach doesn't see that..
BLEAH!
then she say if i dun work hard i willl kena kick out of the team.
WAD THE HELL AGAIN LAH.
wad the helll loh.
not my fault.
innnocence.