Saturday, December 09, 2006,
lost.hurt.frustrated.
im crying....as i post this post.....im depressed n lost.....i admit.....im weak...im weak......ok.....im pathetic...im lost......as i type this post vulgarities filll my mind n soul.....it********************
************here and *****************there......im suffering....n i reallly.....am suffering...ok
im dying...my soul is......i cried myself to sleep....the next morning i could not open my eyes.....n so """"""luckily"""""" on that day got netballl practise...im crying...ok???...i have had enough.....im sick of my life....i realllllly neeed a conselller......serious.....i neeed it now......some body callll me......pls......im begging u....ms mak oso can....i need to talk to some body.......oh ya.....im shifting house....im shifting to the condo next to dominics.... so shannon....pps....clarissa....including dominic.....expect an uninvited guest to come n bother u.....
oh ya....becoz im shifting hse....U WILLL NOT BE ABLE TO CONTACT ME ON MY HSE PHONE FOR THE NEXT FEW......WEEEKS......ABT UNTIL SCH REOPENS LA.....SO SMS MY HP K?.....ok......******************************************......arhhhhh......cant u c im suffering....no actuallly u cant u can like only hear me.....NO...u can only read me.......haiya....gtg liaos....aiya....****************************************my family...no SHIT respect for me in the least.......haiya......To HIMcallll me.....talk to me......im dying to talk to u....i love you!..MS HEARTBROKEN.....
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