Saturday, November 25, 2006,
sick!sick! sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sian....ya im sick...not only love sick....as in really SICK...cause of....cause of...(...)...i admit....i was affected of the news i heard from one of my friends....hai ya...when to uncles house...felt so sick that in stead of going running...i slept....can say...i suddenly felt like fainting...cant talk in the morning...no voice....its actually beeen like this...since tt news....suffering.....couldnt breathe juz now...how to play soccer tomorrow...nvr mind....alll thks to SOMEBODY.....nvr mind....i wanna run away fr my house...everybody is talking bout my results....can she help it ....sure????....can or not...at least trust me la....i made a mistake....im sorry....but stilll dun needd to say until like tt right....purposely say behind my back...STUPID...i was Xtrmely....depressed especiallly wat my ma (my reallly one----not caris) said bout me loh.....she was talking to my uncle....i was in the rooom...my rooom ....she was in the living room....i heard her saying....I REALLLLY REALLLY DIDNT EXPECT HER TO GET SO LOW.....I REALLLY REALLLY DIDNT....she also said sth like....SHE IS SUCH A LET DOWN....i am so damn sadden la....then when i was half--aslleeep just now...i heard her saying to my aunt...aunt:hws vic arh????....is she ok????...my ma:....aiya....she is sick la got sore throat ( she tot i got sore throat only...thats alll.THKS 4 UR CONCERN MAN...)....THEN MY AUNT SAID STH....THEN I HEARD MY MUM REPLY..."DUN CARE LA...DUN CARE ABT HER LA....MUMMY THKS FOR ALL UR CONCERN....looook im very very sorry about my agg k ???...anw the person suffering most is me coz its my aggg...not hers must she b so straight forward...why?why?WHY!....now i have sth to say.....Save me my prince charming....i wannna live with u....i dun wannna live with my parents....please....SAVE ME ....:'(....i noe the reason for my birth----to suffer....THANK YOU ALOT MUM....:'(....My prince charming.....please save me......i dun wannna suffer anymore...i wannna b with u....even if its u that made me sick...i dun mind....as long as u are by my side when i have to die...ILOVEU...be why do u have to do this to me....Pls save me....TO himi swear to love you....my heart is ONLY for u....please...say u love me...not her...:'(....u made me sick...nvr mind as long as u r by my side...i dun mind...i swear...I LOVE YOU....miss ya...
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