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Thursday, October 26, 2006,

im seriously dying...dying...i dun noe wat is going on...WAT IS GOING ON???....im suffering...my...my...love...my friendship...my family also...wats going on???im innocent innocent...inn...nocence....all i can do is cry all alone...recently...i have been sick....very sick....lovesick...is this retribution...just to let u noe... if u read this...no matter wat happens...i willl always love u...even if u betray me....i dun care anymore...i can die but u cant...if u die im going with u...if i die...i want u to continue livng without me...cause if ur happy why should i be...my happiness can be exchanged for urs....i'll do anything...anything...4 u...anything...welll happiness origins from sacrifices....i'll do anything 4 u seriously...if we were put in a position where either u or me has to die...i rather die...as i said i do anything....ANYTHING....even death to see u smile...cause...im in love with u...wat i have for u is true love...but wat abt u...do u even care for me???....do u even noe my love for u... im dying...hopefully...hopefullly...my prince charming willl save me soon....im waiting...i dun mind...cause i love u...now and forever...and ever...just one question for u now...do u stilll love me and will u be there 4 me when i need you..will u???....i love u...waiting 4 ur reply...

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